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Tirukkural by Thiruvalluvar - Part 3 - Kamathup Paal

                                Tirukkural - Kamaththup Paal: Part 3

                                                                 CONTENTS

            KaLavial:
 109    Love- struck by her Beauty
 110    Understanding Her Mind
 111    The Bliss of Embrace  
 112    Beauty Celebrated
 113    Love’s Excellence
 114    The Loss of Modesty
 115    Public Rumours
            Karppiyal :
 116    The Pain of Separation
 117    Pining for love on Separation
 118    The Fading Eyes
 119    The Grief on change of Complexion
 120     Excessive Sorrow of Loneliness
 121     Lament on memories
 122     Narrating the Dreams
  123    Distressed at Twilight
  124     Limbs losing Beauty
  125     Speaking to One`s Heart
  126     Loss of Self–Restraint
  127    Throbbing for Love
  128     Suggestive Signs
  129     A keen desire for reunion
  130     Chiding the Heart
  131     Feigned Fights
   132    The Nuances of Sulk
   133    The delight of Sulking












                                          Tirukkural - Kamaththup Paal: Part 3
                            KaLavial : 109   Love-struck by her Beauty

Is  she  a  fairy angel  or  special  specie of  peahen or  lovely girl  wearing beautiful  ear ornament?  My mind is confused to make out what she is?                         1081

As I looked at her slyly, she stared at me.   Her looks resembled an angel bringing along with her an army to attack me.                                                                1082

I knew not earlier the form of lord of death.  Having seen this girl with choicest feminine features especially with the combating eyes, I realize now what it is.   1083                         

This girl gifted with feminine features that give an innocent look, however has got conflicting eyes; which seem to eat into the lives of those who look at her.         1084

Is it the gaze of lord of death or just the invading eyes or of a dazed doe?  The look of this girl carries all the three foregoing looks.                                                  1085

Her eyes will not give me the shiver-like pain, if only the eye-brows cover her eyes in a straight line instead of forming an arched shape.                                           1086

The silk cloth covering this girl’s firm breasts resembles the veil, put on the forehead of a rogue elephant.                                                                            1087                               

My might that sends in shivers into the ranks of enemy in the battle-field, has softened and bent at the sight of enchanting forehead of this girl.                     1088

Where is the need to adorn this girl with those jewels brought from elsewhere, when she is quite pretty-looking with the frightened stare of a doe and the feminine shyness?                                                                                                           1089

The heat-processed liquor makes one feel cheery only when it is consumed, whereas the feeling of love cheers-up lovers even at the mere sight.                                1090

                                 110   Understanding Her Mind

Gulping eyes of this beautiful girl have two looks.  One causes love sickness and the other acts as a medicine healing that sickness.                                                 1091

The fleeting  sly  look  of  this  girl,  is  not  just one-half of the pleasure enjoyed in a physical union;  but it is much more than that.                                                1092

She stole a look at me and bent her head with a blushing face, as if she was begging for my spirited love. That gesture seemed to water the plantlet of our love.        1093                                                 

When I see her, she looks at the ground.  When I do not look at her, she gazes at me sneakily and smiles quietly within herself.                                                   1094

Though she does not gaze at me direct, she takes a glance at me sneakily rotating her one eye sideways.                                                                                        1095

Though she speaks to me like a stranger, the words of the one who does not hate could be made out very soon.                                                                            1096

The seemingly harsh words and a stranger-like looks are in fact the signs of the one, who is actually in love but feigns as an unfamiliar person.                         1097

When I looked at her longing for love, she caved-in and smiled gently giving a message of hope; as felt from the graceful glide of her thin waist.                      1098

The inclination to look at each other as strangers is found only in the crafty-looks of true lovers.                                                                                                       1099                                                                                                                                             

When the eyes  of  the  lovers  get  focused  mutually  at  each other`s,  the  words of the mouth  are of  no use.                                                                             1100

                                      111   The Bliss of Embrace 

The pleasures of  sight (eyes), sound (ears), taste (mouth), smell (nose ) and touch (body), related to the five senses can be experienced jointly; only in this girl wearing the gleaming bangles.                                                                                       1101                   

The medicine for an ailment is generally different one.  But for sickness caused by a dame decked-up with jewelry, she herself turns into a medicine.                       1102

Is there a celestial world more sweeter than the pleasure derived from embrace of one`s love, gifted with bamboo-like smooth and shapely shoulders?                  1103

When I withdraw from my love it feels hot and when I go nearby her it feels cool, I wonder wherefrom she got this abnormal quality?                                             1104      

The  shoulder  of my love decked-up with braided tress and flowers; gives the feel of enjoying whatever things as are desired be me at any given moment.                1105

Every embrace of this girl`s shoulders gives me fresh energy, probably her bamboo-like shoulders are made of life-giving nectar.                                                     1106

The fulfillment got by a householder, who subsists by his efforts after sharing home surplus with the needy, is equal to the happiness derived from a blissful union had with one’s love.                                                                                                 1107                                                                

Ardent lovers’ intimate hug that allows not even breeze to pass through is very pleasant and wonderful.                                                                                   1108

Those who succeed in love reap the benefits of love, sulk, appeasement and a delightful union.                                                                                               1109               
                                                                                                                                                    
The more a person learns, he discovers an element of ignorance present in him.  So also, every physical union had with this lady decked-up with the beautiful jewelry gives a new feel of the marital bliss.                                                                  1110                              

                                     112   Beauty Celebrated

Oh, ‘Anichcham’, the frail flower, may you last long!  The girl whom I love is more delicate than what you are.                                                                               1111                                                                   

Oh my heart!  When you see a flower you get baffled at its beauty.  Look at the eyes of my love that   resemble those flowers alluring the gaze of many.                    1112

My love with bamboo like smooth shoulders does possess spear like eyes, tender-leaf like skin, pearl like smile and above all sweet fragrance.                             1113                            

If the Lilly flower happens to see the beautiful eyes of my love bedecked with fabulous ornaments, it will bow down in shame feeling average and that it is no match to her beauty.                                                                                         1114

My lady love wore the frail ‘Anichcham’ flower with its stalk, which light weight cracked her thin waist; and hence the auspicious drums will not broadcast her beauty any more.                                                                                              1115                                                                                                            

Confused  stars  of  the  sky  drifted  from  their actual  positions, in an attempt to make out  between  the  beauty  of  flawless  face  of  my  lady-love  and  that  of  the moon.                                                                                                         1116                                         

This lady does not carry any spot on her face as that of the waning and waxing moon, which emits full glow only when its circle gets filled up completely.         1117

Oh Moon, hail thee!  You too  would  become  my  darling, if you do not decline in your form but shine all the time;  like the face of my  lady  love.                        1118

Oh moon!  If  you  wish to  match the beauty of flower-like eyes of my lady-love,  please do not appear  in  public  any  more as  to  be  seen  by  many.              1119

Even the delicate ‘Anichcham’ flower and the swan`s light-weight feather injure the tender feet of a lady like thorns of the `Nerunji` fruit.                                        1120

                                       113   Love’s  Excellence

The liquid oozing through the shiny pearl-like teeth of my lady-love known for soft speech, tastes like the mix of milk and honey.                                                   1121

The  relationship  that  exists  between  me  and  this  lady-love is  like  the  bond of soul that sets the body in motion.                                                                     1122

“Oh you images! Occupying  the  black  spots  of my  eyes, please  go  away;  as there  is no enough  room  to lodge my lady love gifted with a good-looking forehead”.                                                                                                         1123                                                    

Union with this girl decked-up with the finest jewelry feels like the life that breathes. When the separation takes place it feels like death.                            1124                                                                                                 

If I forget then only I need to recall my girl bestowed with battling shiny eyes.  I never forget her affable qualities.                                                                       1125

My lover is so subtle that he never leaves the pupil of my eyes, and even when I wink per force he does not get hurt.                                                                  1126

My lover resides always in the pupil of my eyes. Hence, I do not dare apply even the pencil liner to my eyes for fear it would hide his image.                                     1127

As my lover always resides in the heart, I do not eat hot stuff lest he gets hurt by the heat.                                                                                                           1128

I do not wink my eyes fearing that my lover`s image would disappear. But the town men misread it as sleeplessness arising from his desertion and they charge him as unkind.                                                                                                             1129

My lover dwells in my heart happily all the time.  But this town populace not knowing the truth blames him as loveless and alleges that he purposely keeps away from me.                                                                                                           1130

                                    114    The Loss of Modesty

Young men suffering love sickness have no other safe way than to ride in public the `Madal’ (a dummy horse made of Palmyra leaves), to force the girl`s parents to agree for wedding.                                                                                                      1131

The  body  and  soul  not  able to withstand  the  pain  of  separation  from one’s sweetheart, are ready to  ride  ‘Madal`-  the fake horse ignoring one’s sense of shame.                                                                                                              1132

In the past I did have sense of shame and manliness.  But today I am left with no other option than to ride ‘Madal’ - the dummy horse in public.                          1133

The fierce stream of intense love swept away along its current the boat as strong as manliness, and its controlling rudder - the sense of shame.                              1134

Young  woman  wearing an array of  pretty small bangles,  gave me  a  worrying  eve  of  separation;  besides the shame of  riding `Madal`-  the fake horse.               1135

My eyes not able to keep away from the thought of my sweet heart, I do not go to sleep till late night.  I keep awake all the time thinking of the option to ride `Madal`- the dummy horse.                                                                                            1136

Despite sea-deep distress of parting from the beloved, young women prefer not riding the `Madal` (a fake horse) for fear of shame.  Is there a better glory than the modest womanhood?                                                                                        1137                                                                                                 

The craze of lust comes up in open breaking the barrier of secrecy, forgetting my steadfast reserve of modesty that deserves sympathy.                                       1138

My passion, assuming that no one was aware of the grief of separation suffered by me, walks up and down the street exhibiting its sadness.                                 1139

The foolish who suffered not my grief of love sickness, keep laughing before my very eyes.                                                                                                                 1140

                                             115  Public Rumours

My life sustains because of gossiping, which fact luckily is not known to many a native.                1141                                                                                                                            

Gossiping by the town about our love made it easy for me to get the hand of lotus-eyed beauty, who till then appeared as one beyond my reach.                                                                                        1142

Will  not  this  gossip  about  our  love  spread   across  the   town  to  reach  everyone?  By such a public yell, I feel having attained what I could not get so far.                                                            1143

Gossip had helped our love to grow stronger, or else it would have faded out losing its’ thrill.      1144                                                                                                                                         

More one drinks liquor, the desire for drinking increases.  So also more the love is publicized per gossip, it adds to the happiness of lovers.                                                                                           1145

We met only one day.  But  our  meet  is  discussed by the  entire  town, like  the  fiction of a snake swallowing  moon believed to give rise to the lunar eclipse.                                                             1146

Disease of love grows up fast in a girl absorbing the gossip of town as manure and treating the mother’s scolding as water.                                                                                                                   1147

The talk of putting out love by gossip is like dousing a fire pouring ghee into it.                                 1148

Why should I feel ashamed of the gossip when the lover who allayed me saying, ‘Do not fear’ had deserted me evoking the ridicule of many?                                                                                               1149

As the town raised rumour, I desired requesting my lover to take me along when he leaves on business, which request he would grant if it suits him.                                                                      1150

                              Karppiyal  :  116 The Pain of Separation  

“Tell me if you are not leaving me behind on a business trip.  If you want to tell me about your quick return, better tell it to the one who would be alive till then to receive you”.                                   1151

During those dating days his look itself was a source of happiness.  Now even an embrace causes me distress, for fear that I would be left alone on his looming departure on business.                          1152     

To  believe  anyone  is  very  difficult, because separation occurs at times even with the most  understanding person akin  to  my  spouse.                                                                                               1153

He showered love telling me not to fear.  If such a lover sets out on a task, can there be a fault on one who believed his words?                                                                                                                     1154

“Oh maid, if you want to save my life, see that my lover goes not afar on his work.  If he still sets forth I am afraid that I may not be alive to reunite with him in embrace”.                                      1155

If  he  is  so  heartless  to  announce  his plan to  go  away,  my hopes that he would shower love on me is of no use.                                                                                                                                          1156
     
Bangles that slide from forearms give an advance warning that my spouse is about to set out on duty.  Should you (the lady-in-wait) also bring that message on his request?                                            1157       

Living in a new place without close companions is quite distressing.  So also the departure of one`s dear lover is more painful.                                                                                                                     1158

The fire burns only when touched, will it do so when not touched?  The love sickness burns even when not touched?                                                                                                                             1159

There are many woman who agree to the lovers leaving on business, and bear with the pangs of separation awaiting return patiently and also survive till then; which I am not able to do.             1160                

                             117   Pining for love on Separation

I try to hide the love sickness, but this disease intensifies like the spring water that swells despite its’ draining.                                                                                                                                              1161                            

I can neither hide the love sickness nor tell my lover that he was responsible for it, for my modesty comes in my way to do so.                                                                                                                      1162

The lust and shame have taken my life for support as a bearer pole and they hang on at two ends, the burden of which constricts my frail body.                                                                                           1163

I have for company only me aching with the sea of lust.  But I do not find near me my beloved, the safe raft to sail through that sea of lust.                                                                                                     1164

The maid who causes so much of pain even as a friend, as  not  to depute a messenger to tell my grief to the lover who stays far away; how badly she would react to a foe who harms?                          1165                                   

The pleasure derived from keen love resulting in a physical union is as immense as the vastness of a sea.  When that love turns sorrowful due to parting, the grief suffered is far greater than that.    1166

Despite my best efforts to sail through the sea of lust, I am not  able  to  sight  the  shore;  even in the middle of night I find only me as a sole companion.                                                                                 1167

This night has sent everyone into sleep. But it had none for company except me, as I too was awake getting no sleep.                                                                                                                                               1168                                                           

The nights, which take too long a time to pass off these days of separation, are far crueler than my insensate lover.                                                                                                                                    1169                                                                                                                                     

If only my eyes could chase my lover to the place where he stays with as much ease as my mind does, they will not float in tears.                                                                                                                  1170

                                             118   The Fading Eyes

It is my eyes that showed the lover who caused this distressing love sickness, then what for should they shed tears now?                                                                                                                          1171

Painted charming eyes not foreseeing the consequences, liked gazing at my lover`s good-looks.  Then why do they grieve now the pain, which is their own making?                                                            1172

These  eyes  enjoyed  taking  quick  secretive  glances  at  my  lover.   It is funny that they should grieve now for not able to see him.                                                                                                       1173

These  charming  eyes  painted  black  brought  on  me  an  endless illness  of separation.  Now  the  eyes themselves  are so  dried up  that  they are  not  able  to  shed  tears  any more.                   1174

Eyes having caused me this love sickness, they themselves are suffering the torment of sleepless nights, because the pain of sickness exceeds the expanse of a sea.                                                   1175

Oh!  It is really a matter of delight to see those eyes, which caused me the love sickness, experience this bug of suffering.                                                                                                                                   1176

These  eyes took  pleasure  in  looking  at  my  lover with great interest  and  desire.  Now having been trapped in the ceaseless pain of separation let them drain their tears.                                   1177   

My beloved  who  did  not  love  me  in the heart  but  only  in  words  is  still  in the  town.  My  eyes  are  restless  and  will  not  be  satisfied  till  they see him.                                                                      1178      

My eyes sleep not desiring to see my lover when he is not in town. When he comes they sleep not again for the fear that he might leave me any time. Either way the eyes suffer.                             1179

It is not difficult for the town men to know about love secrets, when the eyes of grief-stricken girls proclaim the distress of separation; similar to a trumpet that broadcasts news in the town.         1180    

                                             119   Grief on change of Complexion

I allowed my lover to go out on his assignment when he convinced me, but even as he left my skin turned pale.  To whom can I open up my heart now to tell my misery?                                            1181

This paleness is spreading happily all over the body with pride as if it was given a license to do so by my lover.                                                                                                                                                    1182

My lover took away the looks and sense of shame giving  me  in  exchange  the  love sickness and pallor.                                                                                                                                                   1183

I  always  think  of  him  and  keep  talking  about  his goodness.  Still this paleness has come upon me.  Is it a deceit or something else?                                                                                                               1184

Even  as  my  lover left  me and  proceeded  in  one  direction, the pallor sneaked in from the other  direction  to  wrap up my  body.                                                                                                             1185

Darkness lies in wait to take over the day, the moment sunlight fades out.  Similarly, the pallor keeps waiting to sneak in; the moment my lover slackens his embrace a little.                                              1186

As I was in close embrace with my beloved, I slackened a bit my hug to relax myself.  The pallor grabbed me in that trice.                                                                                                                       1187

Town populace pity me saying that ‘ this girl had  gone pale’,  but  there  is  nobody  to  say  that  my beloved  deserted leaving me  high and dry.                                                                                       1188

My lover won over me to allow him depart on his business mission.  If the separation helps him prosper and attain better status, I do not mind the pallor laying seize on my body till his return.  1189                                  

I do not mind even to earn the name as a pale girl, if only the public do not slight my lover as   runaway and charge him an unkind person.                                                                                       1190

                                  120   Excessive Sorrow of Loneliness

When a woman’s passionate love is responded equally by her beloved, she is said to enjoy a sweet seedless fruit i.e., the perfect bliss of wedded life.                                                                            1191

The special caress showered on a sweet-heart by her beloved, is like the benign pour of seasonal rains unto those who keep watching the sky.                                                                                     1192

A lady loved passionately by her beloved as she does, she will exhibit a pride which signifies that she was blessed to lead a happy life.                                                                                                               1193

A lady though esteemed by the virtuous will be devoid of intrinsic worth, when not loved by her beloved as she loves him.                                                                                                                     1194                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

If the beloved does not shower love in the same degree as I do, what else will he do for me?       1195

The one-sided love is painful. It is sweet when love is equal, like a bearer pole balanced with matching weight at both the ends.                                                                                                            1196                                                                                                                                                

Cupid (the God of Love) appears one-sided as to inflict pain of separation only on the ladies. Will he not notice the misery of pallor and pain endured by lonely women?                                                   1197                                                                    

There cannot be stronger girls than those who survive (despite the pain of separation), without ever hearing a sweet message from their beloved.                                                                                      1198

Though the beloved is not kind to give back my love, even a single word heard in praise of him is sweet to my ears.                                                                                                                                1199

Oh my heart, hail thee! You are reporting sincerely about my sickness to the one who has no love for us.  Instead better you try to pull out from the sea of sorrow caused by separation.                        1200

                                 121      Lament on memories

Love is sweeter than the joy resulting from drinking liquor.  The love delights one on mere recall of the past intimate moments.                                                                                                                1201

The love is sweet in all its aspects, whatever the intensity.   When a lady in separation thinks of her beloved, no sorrow will distress her.                                                                                                     1202

Sneeze seems to erupt but fails in me.  Is it that the beloved wants to think of me but could not do     because of the pressure of work?                                                                                                         1203

My beloved resides in my heart all the time.  Will I also dwell similarly in his heart?                       1204

My beloved who barred my entry into his heart, keeps visiting me all the time.  Should he not be ashamed at his selfish conduct?                                                                                                            1205

Oh friend, do you know how I am alive still?  I am alive because of the memories of those intimate moments enjoyed in his company.                                                                                                      1206

If I am to forget the blissful moments of our union, I am afraid what I would be? I do not know how to forget those sweet memories, and the very thought of forgetting burns my heart.                    1207

However much I think of my lover he chides me not, which act I believe is the sign of an earnest kindness bestowed on me.                                                                                                                  1208

My life ebbs away, thinking constantly about the lukewarm attitude of my lover, who once assured saying; “We are one, not different souls”.                                                                                          1209

Last long O Moon! Do not get set early till I locate my lover, who though set out on work with great fervor; he did not quit my heart.                                                                                                         1210

                                     122   Narrating the Dreams

How will I entertain the dream that had brought a message from my husband?                             1211                                                                                                                                 

If only the fish like eyes painted with black soot goes to sleep at my request, I shall be able to tell my lover about the secret of my continued existence.                                                                           1212

My life sustains because of the dream meetings I have with the beloved, who however does not pay me a visit when I am awake.                                                                                                                1213

The dream helps arrange happy union between me and the beloved, who however cannot caress me during the waking hours.                                                                                                                     1214

Happy unions had during the days of stay together gave instant pleasure. Similarly the dream meetings also do provide instantaneous happiness based on sweet memories.                               1215

If there is no such thing as waking hours, my beloved who hugs me during the hours of dreams will never leave.                                                                                                                                                   1216

The cruel one, who cares not to hug me during waking hours, why should he bother me in the dreams?                                                                                                                                               1217                                                                                                                                    

When I am asleep my lover is in my arms.   As I wake up, he rushes to dwell in my heart.               1218    

Those who do not see the beloved visiting during dream hours, blame as unkind for not showing up    during the waking hours.                                                                                                                            1219

Laymen blame my lover as an absconder. Will they not see him visiting me regularly in dreams? 1220                                                                   


                                      123    Distressed at Twilight

O Twilight, hail thee!  You are not just the sunset but a lance that kills married women; who are deserted to suffer the painful clasp of separation.                                                                                  1221

Oh puzzled twilight! Long live. Your eyes emit no sheen perhaps due to separation, is your lover too as cruel as my beloved?                                                                                                                      1222           

This pale twilight used to come before me trembling, when my lover was with me.  Now when I am depressed in loneliness, it comes in a flash to increase my misery.                                                  1223

When my lover is not there, the sunset comes in like a killer entering the butchering hall.             1224                                                                                                                                                  

What good have I done to the morning for not causing me much pain?  What evil did I do to the evening to torture me so much?                                                                                                         1225

When my spouse was keeping company with me, I was not aware that the twilight would cause so much pain in separation.                                                                                                                     1226

The love sickness emerges as a bud in the morning, develops into a full blown bud during day time; and blooms in the twilight.                                                                                                                    1227

Evening hours feel hot like fire to those in love sickness.  Cowherd`s flute turns a deadly weapon playing the role of a messenger to twilight.                                                                                       1228

The on-set of twilight that confounds my mind spreading the pallor on my body, appear to plunge the entire town into misery.                                                                                                                       1229                                                       

I keep alive thinking of my beloved, who had gone in quest of wealth and fame.  But I am afraid that this twilight would force quit the soul, which sustained separation.                                                  1230

                                       124 Limbs losing Beauty

My Eyes have lost their glow shedding tears thinking of my lover, who left far-off to ease our scarcity.   The eyes devoid of shine shy away from appearing before the bright aromatic flowers.                1231             

The eyes brimming with dews-like tears turn pale as if to let know the public that my beloved was not kind unto me.                                                                                                                                1232

Shoulders that puffed up due to happiness following the wedding day have now thinned out, and seem to announce openly to the world about his parting.                                                                1233

The golden bangles slip off the bamboo shaped shoulders, which faded out losing their original sheen due to separation from the beloved.                                                                                                        1234

The thin shoulders allowing bangles to slip off have lost their comeliness exposing the cruelty of my beloved.                                                                                                                                                 1235

When people blame my beloved as cruel seeing my thinning shoulders that allowed the bangles slip off, I suffer pain not able to withstand the foul remarks.                                                                       1236

Oh my heart, will you take the credit of telling my heartless spouse; about the peoples’ loud talk on my tapering shoulders.                                                                                                                         1237

As I relaxed a bit the arms that encircled my love in close embrace, forehead of the innocent girl wearing golden bangles turned pale instantly.                                                                                   1238    

Even as the breeze cut through our close hug when relaxed a bit, the poor girl turned pale in her eyes brimming with tears fearing separation.                                                                                              1239

The eyes not only went pale but also felt ashamed at its slow response, seeing the speed with which the forehead turned pale.                                                                                                                      1240                                                                                                                                                      

                                              125 Speaking to One`s Heart

Oh my heart!  Will you not think over and advice me some medicine, anything and in any measure to cure this mortal ailment?                                                                                                                    1241

Oh my mind, I hail you.  Our lover has no love for us but you being innocent are worrying for him in vain.                                                                                                                                                      1242

Oh my heart!  Why do you grieve with me sitting here expecting his return?  The lover responsible for causing us this severe pain is not inclined to feel for it.                                                                    1243

Oh restless heart! Go to him taking with you these eyes.  These eyes in their zeal to see him are eating into my life.                                                                                                                              1244

Oh my heart!  Is it possible for us to forsake him just because he does not give in return the fervent love showered on him?                                                                                                                          1245

O heart! When you see the beloved who brings you happiness through blissful physical union, you do not feel like falling out except pretending a false anger.                                                                       1246



Oh good heart! Please give up either the lust or forego modesty, as I cannot put up with both the traits at the same time.                                                                                                                      1247

O foolish heart! You are going behind our beloved eagerly believing that unless our predicament was let known, he would not shower love on us.                                                                                      1248       

Oh my heart, when the beloved is dwelling within you, it is funny to see you go in search of him.   Who you will join?                                                                                                                               1249

If we nurture the memory of one who deserted us as bent on not coming back, we will be losing even our modesty besides the fading external beauty.                                                                               1250

                                     126   Loss of Self–Restraint

The door of virginity is kept bolted using the latch of shyness called modesty, which however is broken by the axe of irresistible lust.                                                                                                    1251

The lust has no compassion because it dominates my heart disturbing my peace of mind, even in the middle of night.                                                                                                                                         1252

I do try to hide my passion of love, but with no warning it gets exposed beyond one`s control like a sneeze.                                                                                                                                                 1253

I believed that I am under full control of my lust.  But my passion gets exposed in public breaking open the barriers of cover-up.                                                                                                            1254

Dignity  of  not  going  behind  the  lover who left on a business mission, is  a  quality unknown to the       love-stricken ladies.                                                                                                                                   1255

Alas! What sort of grief had come on me?  It forces me to go craving for love behind the one who had left me in grief.                                                                                                                                    1256

When our beloved returns and showers love that gratify our lust, we forget not only the modesty but everything.                                                                                                                                           1257

The beloved is a trickster of many personal charms.  Is it not his soft and sweet talk that turns into an axe to split the womanly modesty to pieces?                                                                                     1258

I went in feigned anger with a firm decision to fall out from my beloved. But as I saw him my heart hopped over his side and I gave up the tiff only to be in his ardent embrace.                                  1259

Is it possible for women with touchy hearts melting like ghee in a fire, to be firm in their decision to feign a tiff when in embrace and fall apart?                                                                                      1260

                                           127  Longing to meet the Lover      

My finger has worn-out marking the days of separation since my beloved left on his mission and my eyes lost their sheen keeping a watch over the route of his return.                                                  1261

Oh  my  young maid wearing gleaming jewelry, if I am to forget this day my spouse who had left afar, my shapely arms will  lose its’ shape further allowing the bangles to slid off.                                 1262

My beloved left on a mission to win over enemies having only the zeal as sole companion.  I am alive, because I keep looking for his victorious return.                                                                                 1263

My heart being in a cheerful mood, expecting my beloved to return with swelling fervor to embrace,   climbs up the top of trees to keep a watch over the path of his return.                                           1264

Let my eyes gaze at my husband to its full gratification.   After an eye filling gape, the pallor grabbing my graceful slim shoulders will disappear at once.                                                                                 1265

Let my beloved visit me just for one day.  I will gobble him with all my five senses as to drive out the pallor usurping my body with no trace of it.                                                                                          1266

My mate who is as dear as my eyes were to return, will I then fall-out from him, or forget myself in his embrace; or will I do both?                                                                                                                   1267
            
Let the king fight a fierce battle to be victorious.  Let me celebrate the occasion throwing a party to the twilight hours, joining my sweet-heart in an embrace.                                                                   1268

To those who count days yearning for return of the beloved who left afar on business, the passage of even a single day appears like a span of seven days.                                                                         1269

When my love`s heart is broken  emotionally, what  good  will  it do her even if she were to  get me back or meets me or remains in my physical hug?                                                                                     1270 

                                           128   Suggestive Signs

O my love, though you want to conceal, the charming penciled eyes not in accord breaks off your self-restraint and seem to have a message to tell me; perhaps about the looming departure.       1271                           

This innocent girl, a pleasing beauty endowed with shiny bamboo like shapely shoulders, seems to possess feminine restraint much more than what is normal.                                                               1272

Amidst shining jewellery there is a remarkable beauty present in the smile of this attractive lady; as visible as the thread that passes through the crystal beads holding them together.                        1273

There is a secret message of love in the budding smile of this innocent girl, similar to the aroma sealed within the blooming bud of a flower.                                                                                      1274

In the girl’s playful snooping into the heavily laden layers of bangles, there lies a hint about the remedy that relieves the pain of love sickness.                                                                                  1275

The apparent shower of love and ardent embrace by my beloved give a hint about his looming departure on business and the likely misery to ensue.                                                                      1276

The bangles sliding off my forearms probably knew much before me, about the plans of my lover - the Chieftain of a cool retreat; to set out on business leaving me behind.                                           1277

My lover left on his business only yesterday.  But the pallor which crawled on my body since his departure resembles seven days old.                                                                                                  1278

When I wanted to depart, my love just looked at the sliding bangles, next at her thinning shoulders and finally at her feet indicating that she wishes to go along with me.                                             1279                                                          

The wise say that restraint observed by ladies adds to the grace of womanhood.  It is true. My love   conveyed her mind to go along with me through her begging eyes.                                                1280

                                 129    A keen desire for reunion

The feel of extreme bliss at mere musing of intimate moments of lovers, and the delight of gaze are the forte of a committed love; which qualities cannot be found in the wine.                                   1281

A lady weighed down by intense passion as high as a Palmyra tree, should not feign sulk even to a small measure as tiny as the ‘Thinai’ (millet grown in hilly terrain).                                                 1282

My beloved does not heed to my words and goes on his work as per plan. Still my eyes do not rest till they see him.                                                                                                                                       1283

Oh my friend! I approached my beloved determined to show-up my dislike.  But my heart went out to unite with him ignoring my decision to fall out.                                                                                 1284

My eyes do not see to the pencil that helps lining the eye-lashes in black for better looks. So also I do not see to his faults, when I see him near me.                                                                                     1285

When I see him near me I do not see any fault in him.  But when I do not see him, I see nothing but his follies.                                                                                                                                              1286

No use of feigning hatred towards one’s beloved knowing for certain that it will fail.  It is like one diving into the forceful current of a stream, knowing that it will drag along.                                   1287

Oh my cunning beloved! The desire to lean on your broad chest is same as a rickety drunkard opting for additional drinks, knowing well that it harms the health.                                                              1288

Delight of an ardent love is very delicate than the flower.  A very few people handle love gently and enjoy its’ bliss.                                                                                                                                        1289

She exhibited sulk in her eyes which brimmed with tears.  But she flung into my arms and hugged me with   far more intense craze than mine.                                                                                                     1290            

                                              130     Chiding the Heart

My beloved’s heart stands by him endorsing his decisions.  Oh my heart! Why you are not listening to my words to stand by me?                                                                                                                  1291

Oh my heart! Having seen yourself that my beloved is not kind, you still go behind him on the belief that he would not hate us.                                                                                                                  1292

Oh my heart! You are not supporting me but go behind him at your will. Is it to prove the saying that “those broke will have no friends”?                                                                                                    1293

Oh my heart! Who will consult you on love-making?  You do not pretend anger at his unkind conduct even to a small measure. You give in to his enticing words perhaps not to miss his company.        1294

My heart is in endless fear of pain.  When my lover is away, it fears at the likelihood of his not coming.  When he is near me, it is restless musing over his looming departure.                              1295

When I keep brooding over my beloved during the moments of loneliness, my heart eats into my life   all the time.                                                                                                                                         1296

I ignored my self-esteem joining the company of foolish heart that could not forget my beloved. 1297                      

The love-filled heart dear to me always thinks of only about his good qualities on the belief that it would bring disgrace to self if we disrespect the beloved.                                                                  1298 
    
When the heart we dwell in does not extend its support, how others could be of any help to rescue those caught in the grief of separation?                                                                                                   1299                                                                                                                                                                      

When our own heart stands not by us, the strangers cannot be expected to act as our relations to provide refuge to us?                                                                                                                          1300                                                                                                                                            

                                                    131   Feigned Fights

Maid tells the lady, “Do not agree for immediate union, delay it for a while.  Let us enjoy for sometime the distress he suffers”.                                                                                                        1301

Feigning a tiff should be for a measured duration and stretching the squabble would amount to     adding an extra pinch of salt to the taste.                                                                                                 1302

To leave unattended a lady who is already in distress, just because she feigns sulk, is as good as upsetting her further inflicting a nerve-racking pain.                                                                          1303

Not to show sympathy or failing to appease the one who sulks, is like cutting at the root of a creeper which is already in withered condition.                                                                                                1304

The excess sulk of sweet heart gifted with flower like eyes, is an enjoyable sight to the beloved     bestowed with gracious taint-free traits.                                                                                           1305

The love between husband and wife devoid of frets and fumes would be bland like consuming either the over ripe or raw fruits.                                                                                                                           1306

There is an element of misery in feigning bad mood, for there will be a prowling anxiety that fears whether it would culminate in sexual bliss or end in withdrawal.                                                      1307

What for one should cry when the lover is not there nearby to feel for one`s pain?                          1308

As water is sweet and cool in a shade, the tiff is sweet and pleasing only to the ardent lovers.      1309    

I feigned sulk with the beloved but he did not appease me. Still my heart desires to join him in a blissful union.                                                                                                                                       1310                           

                                      132 The Nuances of Sulk

All ladies would have enjoyed gazing at your handsome mien.  Hence I will not rest on your manly chest that had become a common property.                                                                                      1311

I stood apart pretending a minor tiff creating an atmosphere of gloom.  He sneezed expecting that I would per tradition wish him to say, “May you live long”.                                                                      1312

I got garlanded myself with the ‘Kottup Poo`- a flower traditionally worn by men folk.  She chided me saying, “You put on this flower only to impress some other girl”.                                                    1313

I told her, “My love for you is incomparable”. Immediately she queried me pretending anger, “to whom and with whom you are comparing me?”                                                                                   1314

I assured her, “I would not part from you during this householder’s life”.   Instantly her eyes brimmed with tears, wishing for a long lasting bond even beyond this life span.                                               1315

I told her, “I remembered you”. She protested saying, “How you forgot me to recall afresh?”       1316                                                                                                                                             

I sneezed, she instantly blessed me long life going by the tradition.  But at once, she withdrew from  praise and asked me crying, “at whose signal call did you sneeze?”.                                                 1317

I controlled an erupting sneeze.  She cried saying, “Some lady dear to you is remembering you,   hence you are stifling your sneeze”.                                                                                                             1318

I tried to persuade her.  Still she blamed me telling, “Probably you are like this even to the other women?”                                                                                                                                             1319

I was absorbed in the sweet past memories gazing at her beauty in a depressed mood.  She chided me, “Are you judging me comparing with the physical features of someone else”?                           1320

                                          133 The delight of Sulking

I like feigning bad mood to make him plead and caress me exhibiting his wide-ranging skills in love-making.                                                                                                                                               1321

Though my pretended bad mood at my beloved slows down the act of love-making, the brief suffering caused by huff is welcome; as it increases our intimate pleasure.                                    1322

A feigned fall out between true lovers results in a most gratifying union, like the rains merging with earth inseparably.  Is there a new world yielding greater joy than love?                                          1323

The gentle and sweet words spoken by my beloved, act like a weapon to cut through my bad humor. It results in an ardent embrace with no mind to go apart.                                                                1324

Though there may not be any fault in the sweet heart we love ardently, there is an element of pleasure in withdrawing a bit from the embrace.                                                                              1325

Digestion of food consumed earlier is good than to eat again.  So also to feign a tiff after an embrace is sweeter than a repeat reunion.                                                                                                       1326

Defeated one in a huff is the actual winner.  Men-folk by nature yield to their sweet-hearts in sulk as to enjoy the pleasure of reunion thereafter.                                                                                              1327

A satisfied union is evidenced by sweat drops appearing on the forehead of one`s sweet-heart.  Will she be again in a huff to join me in one more embrace to sweat like that?                                     1328

Let my bright jeweled sweet-heart be in morose pretending tiff.  Let the night prolong to help me continue pacifying my love till it results in a blissful union.                                                                   1329

Pretending tiff with one`s spouse is a delight, before the couple embrace and contribute equally to the ensuing physical union; ending in a heart-warming and mutual gratification.                            1330
                                                                                       
                                                                                      “Om Narbhavi”